Regrets

Today while I was writing I started to think about regrets. I was thinking about the things that I've done and the lack of things that I've done with my life. I do regret a lot of things and though they might have shaped who I am today, I'd love to have gone without them and the lessons they taught.
I started to write about my many regrets but since the list would be endless so would this poem. I began thinking about what I felt was the ultimate regret, love.
Love, would be my next big regret. I felt the regret of loving or marrying someone, the wrong one was my next big regret. So, I wrote this poem, but I felt it would be better coming from a woman. It would be better coming from the fragile heart. I felt regrets from a doubting heart, a woman that was in love but doubted her future husband was. And that's how I came up with...

Regrets...

The veil covers my eyes;

the ring is on my hand.

The stars are in the sky,

as we become wife and man.

I speak in a steady voice,

a lover's happy vow.

The words are my heart's choice,

I am happy now.

We been together for so long,

this feels oh, so right.

I don't think our love is wrong 

under this starry night.

But then I hear his shaky vow

and wonder, is he happy now...

I look into his eyes as he takes a bow.

But his eyes says he lies as he says his vow.

I don't think they will be broken, a single word he say.

Instead I believe all that's spoken on this special day.

It's been a long wait for this special date.

I thought it was fate and he was my soul's mate.

But if I'm not mistaken,

he regrets the vows he's taken.